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This could not be my imagination. I strongly feel that I am cursed and theres nothing that can be said that will prove me to be wrong. How else can you explain this hellish of a life of mines? Not like Im not giving effort and everything I have? I see no other reason than being cursed. And being a dark skin black man is why I feel cursed as hell.

Song Lyrics:

(Intro)

Dear Father God, what have we done to deserve this oppression?
As a black race were not making it, as a black man we going to
Be extinct
You were right yo

(Verse)
Im cursed as a black man; no matter what I do Im last, never ever first.
I need a hit to quench my thirst, sooner or later imma end up in a horst
Nine feet under the dirt, no longer will I exist on the earth
Mom was right she said sonny boy, pray on your knees and go to church
But thats just it moms, I cant cause I am too emotionally hurt
I am legally psychotic, recovering alcoholic. Thats why cant I be happy
Marry and have a wife and kids, I highly doubt it. Judged by the way that I look
And the way that I walk, judge this cover by the book. I dont think its fair
Take a look. Two craze teens they tried to kill me. They tried to poison me.
Others from the corporate world dont want to see me make it. So they dispose of me.
Im barley living my life, I need m o n e y, fourteen thousand in debt.
Moms I cant take this no more

(Chorus)
Cursed as a young black man
I need a helping hand (4x)

(Verse)
Loneliness, sadness, unhappiness, I cant take it no more. Why these things they happen to me? Ive figured it out. Im a cursed man, thats why I now understand that Im going to
Suffer and when I die Im going to suffer some more. Thats just it no matter what I do.
My moms said go to church, but like I said emotionally hurt. Psychotic my mind aint straight. I need some one to help me straighten it out. Psychologist, I doubt it.
They cant get in my head. I dont have no money to pay them anyhow. So Im a cursed
Black man. I am last never ever first. I need a hit to quench my thirst. Cause sooner or later Imma end up in a horst. Nine feet under in the dirt. No longer existing upon this earth.
But thats just me emotionally R E H D O double G wreck. Thats why I know that I was never a Frett. Always a B l y d e n.


(Chorus)
Cursed as a young black man
I need a helping hand (4x)

(Outro)
Will I make it. No longer faking it.
Thats why I know.
Cursed as a young black man