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If you have never had to decide whether or not to leave your mother hooked up to a life support system i pray it remains that way, me i got thrust into it on october 14, 2001.

what got me thru it was i knew my mothers wishes and regardless the outsider that couldn't understand, it is what got me /gets me through that time in my life.

i wanted this song to maybe make a connection with those of who have had to make this shitty ass choice.

its just a demo as i am tryin to actually sing it without loosin it. i get so angry i forget to sing.. it'll only be up a lil while until my peers give me some feedback.

later

Song Lyrics:

Someboby better help me for its too late
For I have me a breakdown
right here in the middle of the street

Everybody lookin down at me
Like I'm some kind of a freak

Somebody better tell me what's goin on
It's ike the enemy shelled me
N I don't know what it was I done wrong

Everybody lookin down at me
Like I'm some kind of a freak

Could someone clue me in
So I at least know what it was I did
Cause if lovin is a sin
Go on n condem me then everybody else is

Nobody ever bothered to explain anything
Not my sisters, not brothers
got no father so went with my feelings

Everybody lookin down at me
Like I'm some kind of a freak

All I've ever known was her wishes n dreams
N all she ever told me was
she didn't want to be hooked up to a machine
N if she couldn't breathe on her own to just let her be

Now everybody lookin down at me
Like I'm some kind of a freak

(refrain)

©2001. RC Andrews